to younger me
There will come a time when you won't care so much what your hair looks like when you leave for a few minutes of alone time to get a prescription filled. You won't even care that you'll wear clothes that you've slept in. You'll find days when you won't want to do much, when just being upright in a chair will be enough. You'll have long stretches of time when you will bask in the thankfulness of a full night's sleep only to find it will be taken from you again the following night. You'll love to stand and watch your children sleep. Your heart will well up with incredible love and fear all at once for who they are and what they will endure. You'll hurt for them. You'll cry for them. You'll stay up at night praying for them. It will be hard for you to wrap your head around the love you'll feel for your children and also for the increasing love you have for your husband. There will be battles that you will want to win becau...